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i stayed up all night, watching 1st 48. i drank a cup of tea to not over sleep. 1nc, Granny & Papa left me alone to Vegas. At church the next morning, church, Jack Bowden, who gave me 110 books i read in 8 months, asked how i got up. i told him my secret. he said that was a Native American secret for big hunts. Covid-19 has USA In a fix. 100% all Christians need to be praying against it. we are up to 5m worldwide. a neighbor just got on my instacart deliverer for parking residential. sometimes your friends are discouraging. you have to encourage yourself in God. you'll get back more than you lost. 1 sam 30. life will throw you curve balls. you will go on a winning streak. then a huge loss comes. you'll win out here & lose at home. a miracle & a mistake. trouble & goodness. you'll be overwhelmed. discouragement happens. you'll weep till you can weep no more. home will be lost. you'll be emotionally give out. 99, Dad was murdered. 06, brother was murdered. drug dealers. 04, Granny died. 06, looking for Dad's killer like Justin, Papa died an eerie death. 06, brother died an eerie death. Mom got a call to send him a calling card after he was already dead. women weep more than men? im a weeper. 1nc, i was weeping in church after a gf used me. preacher said it's just a season. it was. truth later surfaced & i was glad it happened. on fb, i saw she married a man not the man she was with with me. encourage yourself in God. rehearse your past victories. Granny refused my meds. temper tantrums were paramount. i had a bad name. Granny was putting me down on the phone. remember you're under divine protection. angels are all around you. miracles are happening. remind yourself who your God is. an able waymaker, miracle performer, your Provider, victory, righteousness, healer, god, restorer. it ain't over. you shsall pursue for you shall recover it all. take back what the enemy has stolen from you. you shall recover it all + some spouils. Romans 10:9-10 9If you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is LORD," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. partner wqith my ministry. donate to Israel.