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MOM is making our motel reservations. pray that's completed. i just read 10 pages teen book. middle schooler has lost interest in baseball & everybody pressured it back. 225 rejections made me lose interest in women & im glad nobody pressured it back. i find homosexuality most stimulating bc of the 225 rejections. it could be like Jack. his interest in baseball is starting to return. when i was 16, i broke down daily & Dad said i couldn't date pretty girls in a junky truck. all i had. so that turned me on pretty girls. i COULD NOT afford a shiny sports car as Dad said i needed. i was on a college bound diploma. but i love teen reading & my dr retired me, so i see this teen reading is my new calling. they ALL ride bikes. yesterday, i told Mom i want a mntn bike. But i had just told her i want an xbox with a billiards game. i want. i want. i want. Jack went & talked to the coach about his interest in baseball waning then returning again. i think God had me read this book to better understand my disinterst in women. Dad was always girl crazy. in my 20s, i was too very, very, very badly. But 225 rejections turned me gainst women. As they were rejecting me, God told me to make them history. Dad told me i couldn't date pretty girls in junk. he wanted me to buy something dependable like i had a 40 hour  week job. it was about 20! Dad & Granny were the same-- manipulative. Granny gave me a daily 20 min ride to college complaining from the time the doors closed till they opened. i was so very, so very, so very nervous through class. she thought college makes you dumb & wanted me to retire on my ssi. many times she said my-- college educated-- step mom was so smart she was dumb. [cancer killed them both!] but i still scored 2nd & Mrs. Shutt loved my writing syle. since 1983, i've known i'd be a writer. in my coma, zipped up in a bed, i used to write make believe books. after 225 rejections turned me gay, i decided to be a teen book reader. i love the way they ride bikes. i cant drive. i just paid off the condo with my inheritance. my great papa owned Winder, ga. in the book im reading, their conversations seem to have adult concepts. no wonder it's a $3 book. but i still love it. i love gay books more. i just read gay sample books. but Mom doesn't want me to read my kindle. my eyes. all the younger people-- Tiffany, Tiffany, Dan, Justin, except Liz, divorced. Liz said she wont get a divorce. the teen book said our interests come & go. on the night i got arrested & put in a mental hospital, i had been rejected on a dance floor. they say im delusional! they say im delusional! well, i always loved murdock! Granny thought BA was a bad influence. 

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Michael House
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