God's timing

Money seems satisfying. But more satisfying is spiritual growth. I went through a window 1993. 1994, cuz Roger got me hooked to his spiritual growths. Then i started writing spiritual growth. then i started prayer to be a fabulous spiritual growth writer. i sell it for free for the most blessings till God wants me to sell it for money. then i began praying to be a marvelous, marvelous, marvelous teleminister. please join me in these prayers. The timing of God is a subject that seems to be lacking in understanding in many Christian walks and is why so many are not sure what is going on, or what God is doing. God used the pain of 225 rejections to get me in a place for greater blessings.  This lack of understanding keeps us walking around the mountain instead of moving forward into the deeper levels of God.  i was put in 4 college classes to pick 2 to drop. Permission was denied. i had to keep the 65 hour homework a day schedule. We can say ‘I am waiting for God to open the doors so that we can enter in,’ but God is saying ‘I am waiting for My Sons and Daughters to begin to move forward and come closer to Me.’  I knew a doctor was a hustler. I've hustled 100s of pool tables. i was silenced. He operated. He, Emory's Dr. Callahan, left my shunt .25" short. If we look at a basic definition of the timing of God it would look like this: The timing of God is being where God wants you at this moment.  Granny lied my promised truck was a dream. So i waited till i was a Senior in 23 months to unbuckle & pray for death, go through a window, decade rehab, countless surgeries, nerve damage, speech impairment, limp, etc., etc. Let’s look at this.  God does not live within our structure of time yet He has created it for you and me.  This means it is for our benefit to have the time system that we have.  After TMC lied i had to keep a 65 hour a day homework schedule, i moved home to read 16/6 24 mons. My dr said that put a 4 year degree in my head. That's when i started focusing on my ministry. Like this late hour when i got up to pee. We still need to understand that this is not the time system that God works by.  The time system that we have on Earth that is the closest to God’s time system is the Jewish calendar.  We see God do more things on the Earth following this calendar than the Roman calendar that we live by.  Drug dealers killed my brother & dad bc drugs were what they turned to as i was in a coma. I wrote "Killing My Brother's Killer" in honor of the slaying. For so many years Christians have thrown out the ways of the Jews and because of this we forget that Jesus is Jewish and was the one who set up this calendar and the feast days for the Jewish people.  Yet saying this God is not bound to any calendar and still follows His own.  Now i am praying Jesus speed His return. After all, 225 rejections makes earth most unwelcome. We walk so much with our natural eyes and live with so many material things that we put them before our spiritual eyes and what is happening in the Spirit.