Deez-commentary: bp149

i was just reading CRADLE & ALL. a Catholic priest hypnotizes & impregnates a good 14f virgin. as i read it, i remembered my mid 20s. at the pulpit, giving an announcement, f bombs flying all over the place. perverted. i was talking about my sexual encounter. i was 12. my 16m neighbor was showing me his older sis' xxx movie, TABOO II. i was 12. i was telling the church about how appallingly, disgustingly, abhorishly, filthy i thought it was. i was 12. i started an Apostolic church that year. i was 12. i went 4 years. a yr later went through a car window my football emt coach carried me from. $1m+ medical. but what about the testimony? 19-29 i returned to Apostolic in a wheelchair. mid 20s. standing in front the church. scattering f bombs? i'll tell you in a minute. there was a pipeliner in the congregation. i said his name after i said "my neighbor." he said amen, michael. the 16m's mom married his bro. i told them God had already given me permission to give the testimony with such tenacity. i told the moms theyd be AMAZED to know what their kids know. at lunch, our classmates tell us what their older bros & sis's tell them. i was 12. on our pond church boyscouts went camping at, i told my 9m bro how to make babies. 12m, he lost his virginity to a 21f. Mom knew her. 28m, he was murdered by drug dealers as he wanted custody of his son. https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4808659209318211445#allposts