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on aol ~20 years ago, i asked an unknown preacher why i was going through liars, cheaters, troubles, dissappointments, etc., since my 16th birthday. what he said made sense. so i would survive my seevre tbi. a coma few people pulled out of. then from my Bible reading i learned that made me strong enough to bear the blessings i had coming. kurt cobain had very unfair stomach pains only bearable by heroin. i think of how that made him strong enough to be the king of grunge. look at michael jackson. king of pop. he couldnt sleep.
Developing is what i've done 27 years. 27 y/a i went through a car window. i waited till i was a Senior in 23 months to unbuckle & pray for death, go through a window, decade rehab, countless surgeries, nerve damage, speech impairment, limp, etc., etc. my path is huge. i cant wait to see where i'm going. a sitcom about a tbi survivor? right now i'm just writing. i blog most of my writing. 225 women rejected me before God told me to make them history. He has something better.
Storms come to make me stronger. (As i type, there is a thunderstorm.) i don't like the humility i get, but i know i need it. it hones my proud spots. i need to be alert. Satan is roaming to & fro, seeking whom he may devour. my favorite study is prosperity. that is a mindset. i like reading prosperity quotes.
Inevitable junk happens. there is no escaping trouble.
Liars have misled me. Dirty doctors. Dirty college. Dirty rehab manager. i was promised a truck. at my 16th birthday party, Granny said it was a dream. i warned her 23 months till i removed my seatbelt & prayed for death.
Created tp prs+worsh. we were created to praise & worship Jesus.
Telemin. Join me in my prayer that i'm a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful teleminister, pls.
My preordained destiny. i am fulfilling my preordained destiny.
Blssd etey. it's my goal to havea  most blessed eternity. that's what i pray for.
Aunt pat. pls pray for my aunt Pat.
Rnn th rc. i'm running the race set before me.
225r gay. 225 rejectors showed me i am gay.
Bok gay tbir. i just wrote a book on me, a gay tbi'r.
Thghts layout ur des. Your thoughts lay out your path.
Gvg spl empwrmnt. i'm giving spiritual empowerment.
Lf-short. Life is so short.
225 but bttr. God is saying i have something better than my 225 rejectors.
Th fulness o who He created me2b. i'm getting to the fulness of who God creatded me to be.
Donate to tbn
Spl wrtr. pray i am a magnificent spiritual writer.
G-n cntrl. God is in control.
C michael w smith on tbn. i see Michael W. Smith on TBN. His brother teaches at my high school.
Yld2wt g-doi Yield to what God is doing.
Gaychurch. i want to write only for gay churches.
B rsd up. be raised up.
Uve invested 2much. you've invested too mcuh to give up now.
Tbi gay book pryr. pray my gay tbi book is a worldwide bestseller 50 years, pls.
My path. My path is taking me all over the place.
Mt 16 all pres hvbn fuid. Matthew 16 all the prophecies have been fulfilled.
Rylts4ads onli. i want to invset 100% my royalties in ads the rest of my life.
Liv off my taxes. i want to live off my taxes.
Brks ndd. today, i found breaks are needed.
Sports. i love to watch sports.
Rdg/wrtg. reading/writing is healing my brain.
Reboot pc. Sometimes i have to reboot my pc.
A diff path than my friends. i'm on a very different path than my old friends.
Instacart is a rescue
Neg ener. i must avoid negative energy
Prty. i want prosperity.
Dn sty na bx. i cannot stay in a box
Dnb lzy sply. i cant be spiritual lazy